Without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Artist : Backstreet Boys
Album: Never Gone (2005)
Song : Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

This song I've heard for the first time, when I was on the way to Banyuwangi with my "brother" Alfian Firdaus, He is friend from same school but he is older than me . Our relationship like sister and brother. Now He already married.

I fall in love with this song, until now on, this song likes created just for me, haha.. but actually it is..

I am incomplete until I met him, I am nobody, and I am alone..

I have family, I have close friend, but still I can feel there's a big hole left in my heart.

How could a family make me feels trapped, I couldn't run away from this circle,

I love my family, although how I'm impress it with wrong, (ah.. I can't speak English Well, I'm not perfect woman, I always a step behind my brother & my sister)

I'm sad right now, (always when I remember my family..)

over..